Trying to stay happy. No phone call tonight. :( I have to remind myself that I am very lucky that he was able to call the other nights. Its just really hard not knowing how his day went or how he is feeling. The good news is I will get to for sure not only talk to him tomorrow but SEE him!!!! Yay...I cant wait! We have a huge calendar in S's room so he can cross off the days. I have the days that daddy comes home marked with a big smiling face so before S went to bed tonight and crossed off today he saw that tomorrow we get to see daddy. He was sooooo happy. I had to explain that it wouldn't be until really late tomorrow night but we would wait up for him. :) I'm not sure if his little 4 year old mind really understands all this but so far he is doing pretty good. He has cried a few times for Josh but overall hes doing great. L is too little to understand. This morning he called for dad and when I went into his room I reminded him that daddy was at his CHP school. He looked at me and said oh. :) That was that. Going to try to get some sleep. Still a little hopeful that a phone call might come before 10. Not very much time left so I doubt it. (Sigh) This is hard.
Trina
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